Well, another school year has ended. Mollie is now officially a second grader. Kenzie is now entering kindergarten. Summer school begins June 1st. What is a mom to do? I have no children in the home now. Part of me is sad and then when I see them growing everyday I smile with joy and realize that is just what happens with little people. Little people turn into Big people. I will miss them...but I will also enjoy the time I have together with Jason in the mornings when he is coming home from work. I think the month of June will be a great opportunity to clean out closets, the garage, and the basement. Those are things that I know have needed to be done, but just haven't taken the time to do it yet. I guess I have been busy with "other" Mom stuff. Summer school is all day so that gives me from 8:30 to 4:00pm to achieve these goals...I'm gearing up for the tasks. Hopefully, NO SPIDERS in the garage....they scare me!
Memorial Day was a little hard for me this year. I had not been to Dad's grave site since the funeral. There is a marker there now. I thought when I would go there I would somehow feel closer, but it didn't really happen for me like what I had expected. Truly, I still think of Dad everyday no matter where I am at. The girls thought all of the flowers were pretty. They did talk to him. Kenzie, "I'm going to Kindy-garden papa." Mollie said, "I had the best first grade teacher. I am going to miss her. I wish you could hold me Papa." Taylor said, "I wish you were here and I miss you." That was healing to hear them talk. I am glad I was able to share that moment with all of them.
I hope the summer sunshine brings you happiness and flowers. God knew we needed seasons for a reason. I hope all are well....Love to you all.
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